im not afraid to keep on living im not afraid to walk this world alone

*authors note* yeah yeah yeah it took me ages to post it. i know i know

Kira turned away from the door and sat down on the couch. Wow, he had come back. But for now maybe she had better call the school to see what was gonna happen. She got up and walked over to the phone....... but just as she got there it started to ring. She blinked a few times then picked it up. "um, hello?" she said. "Hey Kira. Its Davey"

this is the conversation that followed;

K; "Hey, um. Didn't I just wave goodbye to you?

D: "yeah you did. *laughs* well i was thinking as i turned around the corner, that maybe. If you want to, you could come on tour with us. I mean well can you sing?"

K: "Um yeah...."

D: "Well there is this band that are going to open for us, but they need a singer so what do you think?"

K:" Um well.........Of Course!!!!"

D:" Oh awesome!!!!!!!!! *squeals* well can you get your stuff packed cause we're leaving tomorrow and if you want you can come spend tonight with us, so yeah."

K:" Well I'll pack my stuff now and you can come and get me if ya want *laughs*"

D: "okay then *laughs* well, actually yeah we can do that. In an hour??"

K: "yeah that'd be great and thanks"

D:" No problem. I'll see you"

and then they both hung up

Kira ran to answer her phone as it buzzed in the corner of her room. "Hello?" she answered "Hey Kira, it's me, Dave." "oh, hi Dave. I thought you were in America." "I was, but we came over for a visit. So we thought you might come up and see me." "Sure, um now?" "Yeah, I hope you don't mind but my friend Sonny is here soooo is that ok?" "Yeah, man, that's fine. I'll see ya soon"

She walked up to Daves hotel room and knocked on the door. "Come in" a sing-song voice called out. She walked in to find Dave and a guy that she assumed to be Sonny on the couch. Dave was drinking as usual but Sonny just sat there and looked up at Kira. "Dave!!" Kira yelled Dave stood up and ran over to her and hugged her so hard that she could feel his ribs digging into her.Kira laughed and hugged her old friend back. Then Dave introduced her to Sonny. 

A few hours later after Dave had gotten completely smashed he turned to Kira and said "I love you Kira. I always have. Come here." and pushed his lips onto hers. Kira pushed him away but he kept pushing. Eventually Sonny stood up and pulled Dave off her. Dave swung his fist at Sonny and yelled "NO!!! She's MINE!!!!!!"

Sonny brushed it off, turned to Kira and said "Do you wanna get out of here?"  "Yes!!" she stood up and ran over to Sonny. They walked out of the hotel room and down the hall to the elevator. When they got in she broke down crying. "Hey" Sonny said "Don't you cry on me" and he wrapped her in his arms. She sobbed into his arms for a while then when the elevator stopped they got out and  Sonny looked at her tear stained face and asked "You hungry?" "Yeah" she nodded with a slight laugh "well what do you say to pizza?" "That'd be great Sonny thanks"

how hard is it to say

 i love you?

how hard is it to say i care?

i can't say those things

but you should already know,

that without you i would die

and i will never let you go.

if you ever wanna leave me

you know that i'll come too

and if anyone takes you away

i'll chase right after you.

because to me you are perfect

and i could never see you go.

when you cry i want to cry too.

cause you know i feel your pain

and i wanna take it away.

i see it in your eyes,

that you feel the pain i feel,

whe everythong has gone wrong.

thats why we're perfect together.

our love will never end

this wasn't written for anyone. none of them are unless it says so in the title

bright lights that seem to blind me,

is this what its like when everything is fine?

cause nothing's going wrong now

at least thats how it seems

but suddenly your words change from ones of love

to ones of complete and utter hate.

don't make me do what you say

if you keep saying it you know that i will

i used to be exempt from this pain

now i'm more susceptible

this is how it goes

too many pills in my hand

and i've already taken half

whats to become of me?

am i dying? or is this pain fake?

will i cough up the pain? or will it just be blood?

why'd you do this to me?

i've only ever been nice to you

well your not worth my time

or my pain

you made me bleed

and want to die

so sucked in, bitch

cause you cant make me cry

Do you know what its like

to cry yourself all through the night?

Do you know what its like

to want somebody to hold you through the night?

its getting harder to wait and see you alone

its hard being lonely i've been through it all

just call me, babe, i'll come take you home.

whenever you need me i'll be here for you

uhhh im disgusted with myself, i forgot it!!!!!!!!@ damn damn damn as soon as i remember the rest i'll post it damm damn damn

if you want me to say how much i love you

babe you only have to look in my eyes

never ask me to go

cos ill never leave you

your so beautiful i never want you to go

hold me until i die

or do you want me to hold you?

i'll hold you forever

until you desire a kiss

wrap your arms around me

and  envelope in your kisses

this is how we will die,

with each other.

once together never separate

walk away into the flames

and i'll pull you back and hold you close

then we'll walk through these bathing fires

together

this is how we will die

just look at me standing here

right in front of you

but you still don't see me for who i am

you still see that happy girl

who acts like an idiot

but you should see me

as the girl who cries when you hurt her

and who lies to see you even though you hurt her.

no your turning blind to what i am inside

you used to see what i was

and not just what i wanted to be.

baby, i think your someone else

someone different, someone new

i still love you, you should know.

but babe your blind to whats going on

and you dont try to see

stop saying those words

you know they hurt me

is this what you want?

kill me

say those words and kill me again

you know you want to

you've said it before

don't lie to me

it hurts

deep down

beneath my soul

it hurts

i know  you lie, i can see it in your eyes

your doing it now

stop it, your killing me

i walk down the street and everyone stares

at this poor little girl about whom nobody cares

so what if i'm wearing black

does that make me any different to you?

whenever you call me names i pretend it doesn't hurt

but later on i go to my room and cry

until all the pain is gone

im sorry that im not pretty

and im sorry i cant sing

im sorry im not nice

and that i cant do anything

but should that make it right

for you to laugh and try to hurt me more?

on the outside im that girl who is very loud and happy

but inside you couldn't have killed me more......

what do you think???

i know what you are thinking "OMG SONNY BLENDS"

*authors note* I know this is a small part but I cant think very well right now but next part will be better i promise and check out xedgarxrulerxofxux's part cos my chemical romance come in to it soon.

2 hours and 2 coffees later Smith checked his watch, swore and stood up, 'guys, we have gotta go.' Davey sighed and stood up 'But Smithy I don't wanna go' he winged. 'C'mon,' smith said 'I'll buy you a vegan cookie' Davey turned to Kira and said ' Hey, can we get your number. Cause you seem nice and I might call you' 'Sure,' Kira said and gave him her number.

She let them out and watched as they walked away. Half way down the street Hunter looked back and waved. She waved back. Then walked to the couch and sat down. She couldn't believe this had happened to her. She picked up the remote and put on the tv. A red light special was on (if you don't know what these are they are pretty much where they select a band or solo artist and play them for an hour non stop. I loved the AFI one it was so good).

 For what band you might ask, i think its quite obvious really.  Kira put in a tape thinking if she ever got bored she could watch it again. It started with a small interview with Davey and Hunter and Yumi Stynes (you might have seen this interview) then went into the music video for Love Like Winter (now I KNOW you've seen that). When it got to the first chorus she heard a knock at the door.

When she opened the door who should it be but DAVEY HAVOK (im sorry im in a rather whimsical mood right now). He smiled and waved 'hi'. Kira smiled back 'you wanna come in?' 'yeah....' Davey said then he heard himself singing and looked at the tv 'Whoah' he said and ran over to the couch and made himself completely comfortable.

When it went int a live performance of Dancing Through Sunday, he turned and asked Kira 'Whats this?' and pointed at the tv. 'Davey' she said slowly 'That's a tv' He rolled his eyes and said ' yes kira i know but what are we watching?' 'A red light special' 'oh' and he settled down to watch it with her. When it finished he noticed that she had been taping the entire special. 'Hey' he said "Do you mind if I borrow this to show the guys?' 'Sure' she said and gave him the tape' 'Thanks' he said and leaned forward cautiously to give her a hug. "uh," he said uncomfortably 'I'd better go'

'Ok' Kira said and walked him to the door. 'I'll call you' he said and ran down the street.

You were a roadie for a while, too. Skid Roadie to be exact, shhot me some information about that.

Skid Roadie is pretty much every lady's dream. I wear a headlight, Daisy Dukes, and an oversise upstaging shirt. Lots of crank. Because you have to do a lot of soldering, with a magnifying glass. So I wore magnifying glasses for a while, I soldered two magnifying glasses together and wore them.

That must have looked attractive.

And then I was often nude as well.

Under your clothes?

Yes. And then I would solder nude to get closer to the elements. Metal

Yeah, manganese.

(starts playing music box into microphone again.)

So you're my brother-----

Sometimes.

That's gotta rule.

That's gotta hurt. Yeah, remember when I locked you in the outhouse and then you got out and came back and I was drinking iced tea and you drew me a diagram of what it looked like and it was a stick fihure standing there with sweat filling up the outhouse? I didn't feel bad though.

Yeah, high school's gonna be great. So you're a big fan of fireworks. What's your fondest fireworks memory?

Ay cabron! One time Fritch was trying to take a shower and we shot bottle rockets into the bathroom and set his shirt in fire. And then there was the time I shot a bottle rocket into Fritch's face and burned his ;ip off. I also set my legs on fire with gasoline on Warped Tour and put a bunch of firecrackers in my shoelaces for extra flammibility and jumped off a 15 foot wall and plummeted into the lake. Or was it the ocean?

Ocean Lake.

Also, this New Years I was in a stretch Cadillac Escalade limo and I set off bottle rockets in my pockets and it made the driver crash into a taxi cab. (laughlaughlaugh) True story.

Now you've got a different style than any other members of the crew, who picks your clothes? Stevie Wonder?

Aww.

Nice hair, I didn't know Sipercuts had a drive-thru.

No! Dude, this shit is tight! Let me remove my hat to reveal my curly Mohawk.

Umm, ok. What was your most recent dream?

Whoah, aw man, it was cute. I had this little baby squirrel in my hand and I wasn't supposed to pet it but I was petting it anyway. And then my girlfriend left me.

Did you ever dream you were a bird with a candy bar head?

Uh, no.

So let me ask about your hip hop side projest, MC Stay N Skool. I've heard---

(Here MC Stay N Skool launches into several minutes of freestyle)

You had a couple of huge underground hits recently with such tracks as "Hey Chicks, We're Rappin' and "Chalker, Man, Your Hair Looks Like Motherfuckin' Hell". How has all this sydden success affected you?

You know, any time I'm at a bar and I say, "Hey chicks, check this out, we're rappin!", people flock. Flock. I'm signing autographs, girls are going crazy. Look at me right now, I'm talkin to the microphone like it's a person. That microphone better watch out, it's gonna get slayed. Right now that microphone looks like a turkey to me, I'll slay it.

Do you have any other hip hop aliases?

DJ dirtbutt. That's some early shit. I used to just scratch on a NWA record on a regular turn table, I called myself DJ Dirtbutt. Me and Jason Burns had a rap group in 8th grade. One of the lyrics was, "We might be in the 8th grade, we're not black, no But we still get paid"

That's some sick shit!

Yeah, I know. I also used to be MC Dookie Neck and MC Gravel Braids. I had some ill 'fits' at the time, overalls, Mets jersey, Fila boots, and a silver chain. Then I moved onto some orange Guess overalls with "Intelligent Hoodlum" airbrushed on the leg, New York jersey with a San Francisco skyline airbrushed on the back, UNLV kangol, and some Jordans.I also came through with an above the knees Oakland A's short set with a black leather Kings hat with the logo coloured red cuz I fancied myself a Blood, XIV Norte VSRN

You've led an amazing life. OK, any last words for the readers of Mini Trucker magazine?

Get your Mazda tips tight, make sure your rearview strtches from driver to passenger, make sure them windshield wipers ain't alone, they got accessories, and make sure your shit is thermoneclear protected!

The end

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(it should be noted that Smith drank an Olde English 40 oz. and was often brandishing a butterfly knife during this interview)

Jade is in bold by the way

Alright, name.

Boor-ing!

Where do you live?

In the mean streets of Noth Oakland. (laughter)

When did you first meet AFI?

Fuuuck, that's stupid too. Are those Fritch's questions?

Yeah.

Ok, I first met AFI when Davey was...shit, I better not tell that story.

Ok, what's your favourite weapon?

Probably first thing I would say is a mace.

Yeah, I'll mace you good.

I'll mace you REAL good. I've also been known to use a bolo made out of a wet sock inside of another sock. Crom laughs at your four winds.

So you've tour managed AFI---

Wrong!

---for the last five years.

(at this point Smith isn't really listening to me anymore, he's playing a windup music box with the Romeo and Juliet theme song into the microphone)

You know this is going to be written down, people won't really be able to hear that.

Oh, ok. You can transcribe the notes, hippy

What do you do when---

Yeah, very interesting.

---what do you do when a promoter tries to screw the band?

Depends on if I know them or not. I might come in wearing a top hat and an Uzi, naked, to try to intimidate them. But usually I'll just check them out with my vocal cords, basically spit lyrical fireballs out my bottom jaw and confuse their mentals. This is very cryptic. I am a crypt keeper. Next!

Yeah, coming in to a promoters office with a top hat and Uzi is kind of what you're known for.

Yeah, but I've been dipping into other things. I throw in sand and come in tap dancing to let 'em know that I'm on my toes but also ready for battle. I usually do most of my business nude because I feel that it makes them uncomfortable and gives me the upper hand.

People who see you nude are usually pretty uncomfortable.

And they should be. I got a weird thing on my calf, it's a tattoo of a hotdog skate boarding with double flip off fingers.

part 2 soon